I am really tired of letting other people dictate how I feel.  I mean, I think it ought to be good that people matter to me, and even can affect me in some way.  But I should never feel as bad as I have just because of something someone else says or does.  I know this isn’t a major revelation or anything.  I am just tired of it.

I hate that I do not write anymore.  It isn’t that I don’t want to write.  I just can’t.  I am either too tired, or drained, or lazy.  Or uninspired.  Nothing upsets me more.